Nobody goes to that restaurant, it's too crowded.

Don't go near the water until you've learned to swim.

"The reasonable man adapts himself to the world.
The unreasonable man persists in trying to
adapt the world to himself.
Therefore, all progress depends on
the unreasonable man."

George Bernard Shaw

Well its a day before my execution.I think for once I am starting to feel scared.I want to see Marie for once at least.I shouldn't have acted that way with her and doublt this coldheartedness that i have shown throughout these years.I really loved caressing her face,so soft as if it were a sweet peach rightfully ripe in mid July.I loved her craziness which made me feel so alive every second I spent with her. I should have told her that i want to marry her,she could have been my first and last. O well,this feeling of happiness in a minute was worthless. Everything is meaningless.Life is meaningless at the end since we all must live and die.It doesn't even have to occur at an old age.

Should i have killed that Arab?It doesn't matter anyways.It happens in everyday life.That was my first time feeling nervous.for a minute there tho.Not really actually.I felt superior for once.His life was in my hands.But it doesn't matter in the end because power,there is no such thing.It is meaningless.It is worthless.Now I'm here.I have nothing but steel rods as a bed and a bucket. I want my life back.Yet again i don't since life is meaningless anyways.I think I just need Marie.I need to talk to her. I need to tell her how i really feel and how I am sorry I did this.I ruined our lives.Therefor our lives now are worthless.I really wonder what she is doing.I know Raymond had somewhat a feeling for her.I am now jealous.Am i suppose to feel this way. Why am I thinking this way. Its pathetic.I'm becoming crazier by the minute no the second!

Just then a little bug,looked like a ghost,layed there on the jail bars.

"Yes i am a bug and my name is Gregor.I'm as well a ghost.Life had no meaning for me as well Meursalt,but i committed suicide. Let life go on as it goes because life is meaningless till you give it meaning."Then he disappeared.

Gregor's words changes my life.I am now crying.These tears burn my cheeks as if it were acid and making my lips so dry and rough as sandpaper what is happening to me.I suddenly realize it is an emotion.I am now learning reality here in my cell.I have a meaning in life.Its to die and let everything that i have thrown away in all directions be free.Marie deserves someone to love her from begging to end.I have only been selfish.

We just waited till the last minute to do some work.

I hope it all works out.

We have no ideas about what to write about.

We are having ideas of making a trailer.